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anyway i know i was sent to this housing because of my choices in the past. i could get mad at them and the system, but i sort of got a light sentence. its weird in so many ways but such is life. and im keeping on doing art music and poetry. im at the hospital right now because i got a bloodclot in the brain. it was real nasty and im real weakened now. the worst part though is that everything feels fake and plastic now. theres no time in my world. sure is weird how the brain works. anyway, whoever happens to read this somehow, i hope youre ok :') <3 i wish you joy love luck and abundance